remembering "the ride"
My wife and I were taking the bus home after a long day. As I gazed out the window, my mind wandered back to "The Ride."
I remember how intensely impactful those flashback scenes were between Chris and Tony. Seeing Chris tearfully plead with Tony not to make him kill Adriana but ultimately betray her anyway - was heartbreaking. You could really feel Chris' inner conflict and pain. It showed just how tightly life had these guys under its control.
Paulie has always been a strange character, but his anxieties over his health issues in that episode made him human. The little moment of him watching TV quietly with Nucci at the end was surprisingly touching.
Then, there was the family drama with Bobby and Paulie. As a father myself, I understood Bobby's fury over the kids being potentially endangered because of Paulie's mistakes. It was intense to witness him on the verge of violence like that. And Paulie's creeping fears over his own health issues added real pathos.
When I think back on that episode, I don't just remember the plot lines but how atmospheric it was. The gloomy atmosphere of the fair, Chris' dazed state as he walked among the rides, and the wind howling outside Nucci's window - it stuck with me. You could feel the swirling emotions underneath it all.
Riding the bus with my wife, watching the streets go by, it all came back so vividly. Moments from The Sopranos have a way of feeling like they're imprinted in my mind. Even years later, it can still give me a lot to think about.